ignore them

last year (on the month of March or April) i realised something that sooo annoying that i'd prefer not to know it at the first place. my colleagues just lied to me before my very eyes and since then my relationships with them will never be the same. i tried my very best to refrain from all communication with them. stop greeting them, and never make any eye contact. it was and still disgusting to talk with them. i just knew behind those beautiful smiles that they were doing something bad and i knew about it but couldn't share it with anyone. not until the end of last year and yesterday when a few others confirmed their 'actions' and questioning their moral standards. last year i thought maybe i was just jealous of them, and maybe it was a normal thing in this cosmic. now i realaise that it was them ... and not me .